You will be very very missed, my friend. Thank you for being a great friend through out there years and giving me a bunch of happy memories. I'm happy I was one of the few who was able to brighten your life, even a little bit.

I'm terribly sorry I moved away, and I'm sorry you never took our offer to have you move in with us. I'm sorry that we never stayed in a lot of contact after I moved away. You were loved by a lot of people, including me and my mate, as well as my mother who was more than happy to have you stay over with us when we still lived there or visited.

You are sorely missed by many, and I'm sorry you felt the need to leave this world like you did. I regret moving away from you, and if I still lived in CT, I would have been able to help you more, and see the signs [from previous experience, both of my own and others].

I hope your next life, whether it's physical or spiritual, treats you better than this one did. You were too nice for the way life kept treating you, and I'm sorry that it never got better with time. I hope where ever you are now that your pain has gone away, and that you are in fact better off than if you had remained here.

Goodbye, godspeed, and I hope you know that we all loved you dearly, brother.

Marcus [aka Jesus]
1987 - 2009